happy birthday self!
really appreciated all the wishes from
everyone. and ima really thankful to all
even if they're just the intentions to help
me celebrate my birthday.
arigatou gozaimasu!

To: Koh Shu Xin.

thank you for always being there for me, regardless of
whether you have work, sch, dance or whatever, you'll
still make yourself avaliable on the 16th of November
just for me. and every year without fail, thank you for waiting
up until 00:00 to send me my birthday wishes. maybe ive nvr
really shown my appreciation in everything that you've done but
seriously, arigatou gozaimasu! i love you!

To: Wendy Chan Siew Ling.

thank you for forcing yourself to stay awake up till 00:00 every
year just to send me my birthday wishes too. i know you'll always
try your best not to fall asleep but really, just the thought of
staying up is enough. arigatou gozaimasu! i love you manys too!
i hope you enjoyed your celebration on 11th! even though some
people actually fucked it up. =x. & sorry for being unable to celebrate
your birthday with you this year. D:

To: Lee Juin Wen.

thank you for fretting over what to get for my birthday every year.
(dont ask me why i say that, i just know it XP) thank you for the cake,
the surprise cake that you brought for me on the 11th. (siew told me)
even though i didnt get to see nor eat it, i really really appreciate the
thought. and you know what, i seriously dont mind reading for the 100th
time, about the same old things you're gonna write in my birthday card.
i appreciate every single thing that you've done and given me, all those
cookies, cups (=P) and such, hontoni hontoni arigatou gozaimasu! i love you!

To: Joey Ng.

thank you for the birthday post and thank you in advance for the birthday
card. i know you spent your last pennies getting the card for me, so really
really thank you! i really appreciate the thought! & its okay for being unable
to attend the birthday celebration, i'll forgive you this time around. :D. & i
look forward to my nice birthday card ah! ♥s!

To: Marcus Chen, Cynthia Santoso & Phung Wei Qi.

thank you for planning my birthday celebration though things got a little
screwed up in the end. thank you for all the wishes and sorry for the
inconvenience cause yeah. and morcus, now that your deadline is extended,
i'll REALLY look forward to your card eh! no more excuses for you yeah! =p.
♥s!

even if ive never believed in eternity, i still want to believe that
at least, our friendship would be able to last for as long as we live... (:

ima seriously seriously thankful to all of them & everyone who remembered..
-azumi, jonathan, andrew, amenda, xinfu, samsam, fabian, meiling,
lixuan, matthew, mehru, hidayah, geric, best friend, kin weng..
really really thank you many manys!

iknowishldntplaceanyhopesbutiwasreallyhappythatday,whenyou
rememberedthatmybirthdaywasjustdaysaway.maybeimalittledisappointed
butiguessitshouldbelikethisallalong.youwillneverrememberwouldntyou?
becausetoyou,imajustanotherperson,anotherrandomfriend,anotherrandom
classmatewhomyouusedtohave.someonewhosesoinsignificant.someone
whoseexistancehasnothingtodowithyou..someonesomeonethatunimportant.
thisisthebirthdaywiththemosttears,ididntcrysomuchforsolongalready.

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